Someone i know
BRUH I LITTERALLY THOUGHT THAT THIS PERSON LIKES ME, BUT IN THE END, WHO'S THE CLOWN? ME, AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH DAMN WHO WOULD EVEN WANT TO BE WITH ME, I SACRIFACED MY CRUSH TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER. I wish. i wish that they would date, i wish that the person that i like will date their crush. who am i kidding? nobody even wanted me in the begining, so why now? why did you even imagined them being in love with you? you're just a friend and will always be a friend. i feel so stupid honestly. I wish that i had to sleep late, i wish i didnt know about her crush. I just want to stay cluless. their crush is nice and caring while im just,, i pile of mess waiting for someone to help organise me. i just,, want to have feelings for someone that really loves me for the way i am. im just tired of this, meet the person, get to know, get closer, flirt, catch feelings, bad ending. im sick and tired of this loop. am i unlucky? probally. maybe trully people will never find the courage to love the mess inside of me.